I Lost a Friend...(An Ode to My Friends)

6.7.15


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....a year ago.  She didn't pass, she just decided to stop being friends with me.  I haven't spoken on this site about it at all because there is privacy which I like to retain once in a while. And I'm not really going to speak on it here, except as context.

She was my best friend. She was someone I considered a sister, and her abrupt and complete departure from my life shocked me, betrayed me, and left me with a hole.  Not wanting sympathy here, just giving you context.

Since then.

Since then, I've organically gone outside myself.  The many times I would've spent with her, I have started spending reaching out and getting to know others.  Over the last year and a half, I've forged real and strong relationships with a variety of people.  I've come to know a great many wonderful persons, who each bring something different into my life and who each excite me in a variety of ways.

I write this now, because I realized today that I've been stretched beyond my energy this week.  How have I been stretched?  In the most wonderful of ways. By the beautiful people I know who have reached out to me to spend time together.  And I've realized that there is no longer a hole.  There is only a blessing.  I am blessed to have so many people that make me laugh, that touch my heart, and that accept and love me as I am, and want to spend time with me.

To any of you who've been dancing with me, rehearsed with me, played games with me, or had a drink with me:  Gratitude.  You are not taken for granted. You are appreciated.

"My cup runneth over."

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Dress - Arnhem //  Sandals - c/o Easy Spirit  //  Necklace - Fair Trade and made in Bolivia. 

4 thoughts:

  1. Certainly in our culture friendship is more malleable than many would like. I sometimes confuse acquaintances with friends and am reminded of the difference when tribulations come.That being said, I doubt you take anything like this lightly and hope that your grieving process (which is what this is) will not be too burdensome.

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    1. Thanks. My grieving process is complete now I think. This all happened almost two years ago. It's just more of a realization that the grieving process is over, and the appreciation of the beautiful people in my life now.

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